where am i at? what i am doing? where am i headed?
- meds are half a 50mg tablet per day (good thing)
- i was up front and honest about my situation with brent so i advised i had to look for another job to afford to survive (good thing)
- he let me go at the end of the day (bad thing)
- sir jyan is being very nice to me (good thing)
- sir neil has offered to give me a load of soil for my birthday (great thing - can lead to opportunities of developing garden more)
- chickens are still here (wonderful thing)
- chickens haven't laid eggs for at least a fortnight (bad thing)
- i have a freezer full of food (great thing)
- applied for 4 casual jobs in warehousing today (good thing)
- brent hasn't paid me for last 2 weeks (indifferent thing - bad cause i need money, good cause money hasn't come in yet so when it does i can pay bills)
- weather is perfect (awesome thing)
- went out for dinner last night with a few friends to little river pub (great thing)
- kendall still loves me (not surprised thing, along with hilarious thing)
so more than half of my list involves good/positive things...
so as expected, i'm really not doing too badly considering everything that i could list out of my brain....
looking for work is hard work in itself. but it's not impossible. something will turn up eventually.
just hoping that the time frame of 'eventually' is less than 1 week lol
and i really would like to have a job that pays me enough that i don't have to ask for financial assistance each week..... that would be a nice thing... i'd like to progress with my life at home and do all the things around the house i would like....
- pergola to the concreted outdoor area
- shed on the lonely slab of concrete in the backyard
- finish off developing gardens and convert sleepered garden edging to stone/boulders etc
- possibly consider evaporative cooling or another reasonable method of cooling for summer heat
- service the truck (urgent)
- new lounge suite
- new dining suite
- proper bed for spare room
- shipping container for special activities.....
- finish fencing off the house so backyard is fully enclosed for chooks to spend more time outside without me worrying they will wander off too far away from home.....
it's all just a progression..... the first step is to get a job.... then next step is look forward to when my fixed rate ends so i can look at a cheaper interest rate to save money on repayments each week!
then from there i should be able to reassess things a bit more and maybe make another step forward... it would be nice to stop taking backward steps.....
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